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2008-05-05T13:11:00.001+08:00

perhaps.. i'm still afraid. I know I cannot live without you.

2008-04-28T19:19:00.003+08:00

FREAKING UNHAPPY NOW. No one to blame.
People clever mah. correct? I stupid, forget it la. Don't ask for my help anymore. I'll just freaking keep quiet. Ask me keep quiet and chat happily with him on the phone treating me as invisible and ask me to stop talking . FINE. Just stop. I will stop.

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Don't try to translate. It's nothing. Release out my anger my fury peacefully.
Sorry to my keyboard. I'm angry.

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2008-04-08T08:29:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I need you more than you than your friends do.

I'm having mood swing.

2008-02-20T09:15:00.004+08:00

My misery didn't end yesterday.
The dentist said my tooth is broken and had to go for an operation.
It's later on at 11am. Hope everything is alright :]
It's a small op. But I'm afraid of DENTIST !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

:( I'm just worried. I scare pain x)
What is it like to have an operation in your mouth?

After the op, hope I can talk I can eat as per normal.
I hadn't had a "normal" biting feeling almost half a year.
It's 1hour and 23 minutes till the operation starts.

AH! Shall blog after my op.
Hope I don't die during the op.
*choi* touchwood touchwood.

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Great, the op has been push forward to 10.30am.
GOSH. pray hard for me that this operation does not HURT.
I'm afraid of PAIN!
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Yeah back from the operation.
Just now the dentist gave me 2 jab of anaesthesia. It's useless lol.
My tooth is 7cm long. I can't imagine. Next friday still gotta go back to the dentist to the the thread out from my gum. I wonder if it hurts or not. Hope it's not. Ha.

I'm seriously afraid of PAIN!

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Well, let's find something to complain today!
Let's talk about MRT ~
Idiots on MRT (: A few days ago, he wasn't holding a music phone. He purposely blast his music so loud. This idiot made me fed up that I on my mp3 in my phone and blast it too (: Eh heh heh hehhh. Xpress Music of course win. Nevermind. Stupid stuff.
Actually not much of a complain. This world is boring.

How I wish I can just backpack travel all around the world without any worries.

2008-02-19T11:33:00.004+08:00

It's been long since I've updated my blog huh.
It's like dead. Great. Let's have a long, maybe longer update post.

Recently been having toothache again. Been delaying the trip to the dentist to get my tooth filled or REMOVE. The cavity is acting up. Have an appointment with the dentist at 6pm later on. GREAT! My suffering is going to end. Believe me, toothache is something you will not ever want in your life!

Spent the Valentine's Day with fateful event LOL.
I woke up at 6am already, not that I'm anxious or eager, it's just that my insomnia is acting up. Planning to meet wife at 1pm but she called me at 10am, saying her dress neckless is rusted and she had no dress to wear. Next up, she called me and told me that she lost her house keys and she can't go out.
Yeah, I stayed at home being bored till 3pm. I fell asleep while waiting.
It's just too tiring. Met up with wife and Yalin, her future sister-in-law(: at 4.45pm.
Next up, we went to Far East to shop awhile for Ken's present (wife's elder brother).
Then we had our sumptuous dinner @ Straits *something* I forgot the restaurant name(: but it's at Grand Hyatt Hotel.

THE FOOD IS GREAT ! ah hah!
All 4 of us had our first Buddha Jump Over The Wall in our life that day! It taste great~ Overall, the food there is quite good but there isn't much variety though.
Went to wife's house after that and she made chocolate for me ~ sweet sweet(:

Oh yeah, her valentine's day present for me - A HUGE BABY TAZMANIA!
My fav! She just love giving me surprise which I always cannot expect.
That's my wife, I love her (:

Next up, JOB. wtf.
There isn't any job for me to work. My original job, it's f-ed up.
Why? My pants gone.
GONE?! <- yes. Right in my house.
For no reason, causing me to not able to work for this whole febuary or perhaps not this job anymore. Shit.

Hi Friends, got any job, recommend me straight !
$6 per hour will do. Part timers only. I want no full time job (it's tiring huh)
and I gotta spend time with my wife toooo~

Er, next next. Recently been spending time at wife's house. heh. I start to love there. Her bed is great xD
Been complaining much about things in life. This that other. Sheesh.
God, you should give us a carefree life :]
Then God probably would us "Hi Jon, what do you define *carefree* as?"
Yes, I can't answer that. hah. Contradict.

Imagine a world without money. No cash No nets No currency.
Would people still trade? Would people still want to work? Would there be a living out there?
Will the world get into chaos? I bet and it definitely will.
No money = no jobs = no one wants to work!
No work = No police No doctors No firefighters No lawyers.
No these = Upheavel of evils.
Rising of evil doings = chaos chaos chaos. Shit.

Got money = it's mind-bugging.
No money = it's mind-bogging.
What the hell?!

Then, if this world got 48 hours, that would be great.
I can get my 16hours sleep a day. I can spend more time with my wife.
I can work. I can do this do that. We all have more time to do and to dilly dally with our stuff. Right?
It goes, 1 o'clock 2 o'clock 3 o'clock ...... 24th o'clock in a half day cycle.
It's tiring right?

Time short = complain not enough
Time long = complain too long too tired.
What the hell?!

Hah. As the above, it's all original articles.
From who? From me (:
Copyright it! nao!

Game game game.
DJmax Portable 2. I've rised up to the rank "The Lord of Combo" in which the highest ranking of DJmax. I'm not satisfy yet. I feel no glory as of before of other games where I climbed up to the top ranks. Sheesh.
In this world, less than 30 of the people achieved this rank, and I'm one of them to hold this rank. Where's the satisfaction?! ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
yes. enough of crazy complainings. waste of time huh.

PSP - I'm running out of games to play ~
Recently just play back Monster Hunter Freedom 2. Helping Sam to kill some wyvern.
Previously was playing the japanese version with my whole monster hunters gang.
Now, I'm playing alone. It's boring. Hunters need friends .

Computer - I'm doing nothing. Recently taking up photoshop cs2 for dummies =.=
Yaaaa. Because my cousin and her boyfriend is veri de guud in it!
I also want to learn!

Magic - stagnant. Learning a few card tricks here and there.

Yes, another topic.
Still, friends in polytechnic. ALL YOU CANNOT BE TRUSTED.
Except me and my wife (: LOL .
Anyways, gotta BE 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000% careful when you make friends in polytechnic. I don't know how many times I've mention this.
So far the ones I know, they suck. To the core.
They have a "face" in front of you, another "face" in front of others.
They love to act. They love to gossip. They love the backstab.
There's no true friend. That term is bullshit! HAH.

Complains in life. Seems like I'm a loser huh. No I'm not.
It's just that I'm complaining stuff which most of us wanted to yet didn't. All you people who have things which we people don't, don't bother going around gloaking about it. There's nothing to boast of. There's nothing to be smiling for. Because we definitely have things that you do not have.

Complain = losers.
Don't complain = losers.
What the hell?!

Life ah, it's stressful.
Parents - expect you to STUDY. Like a NERD.
Parents - expect you to WORK. Like a TRUCK.
Parents - expect you to BEHAVE. Like a KID.
Parents - expect you to TAKE CARE of YOURSELF. Like an ADULT.

How can we STUDY like a f-ing NERD when they want us to WORK like a f-ing TRUCK.
STUDYing is MIND-stressing and we can DIE of STRESS. Don't they know that? Ask us to study well, we STUDY well. Yet, no praises and yet instead looking down. WTF la. STUDY is already so tiring, and they expect us to WORK?! WORK FOR WHAT FUCK. Got extra money? That's what most teenagers want. BUT NOT ALL. It simply make no sense.
STUDY WELL + WORK HARD = FAIL.
STUDY = STRESS
WORK = TIRED
STRESS + TIRED = BREAKDOWN
BREAKDOWN = FAIL.
STUDY WELL = ACHIEVEMENT
WORK HARD = COLD HARD CASH
ACHIEVEMENT + COLD HARD CASH = GENIUS RICH KID.

I'm a genius. I'm not a rich kid.
I have the brains. However, I do not have the brawns to go with it.
I'm not an ironman. I can't work all day long and study all day long.

Breakdown is what I'm facing. This life is getting topsy turvy.

Adding on to it is insomnia. People with long-term insomnia could lead to mental disorder.
Insomnia = mental disorder.
STRESS + mental disorder = Institute of Mental Health
instead of Institute of Genomic Science for me.
Jesus Christ. Save me.
I'm desperate for a mental saviour.

Well, all in all, things aren't that bad as it seems(:
I've got a good 100% caring girlfriend. Though she's something fierce:]
Yes, but she is definitely the one I love and I'm the one she love(:
Happiness and Love is what we have. Though small bickers came in the way sometimes.
Wife, I love you *hugs*

Wa wa, I think the post is long enough already huh. Let's continue my complaining some other time(: tata~

2008-02-05T03:13:00.000+08:00

Thursday Night.. I've got a holy sore throat and I'm lazy to drink water (:

Friday Morning.. I've got a holy dry cough and I'm too hardworking drinking water (:

Friday Night.. I could't get to sleep and I've got a crazy cough and sleepless night. It grow from a sore throat + dry cough along with a fever and a cold.

Saturday Whole Day.. I feel like I'm dying.. Wife came and took care of me.

Saturday Night.. I vomited.. The fever and cold subsided.

Sunday Whole Day.. I spent the day alone cause wife cannot come take care of me due to a *###* reason. Hmm, personal :]

Sunday Night.. Flu came, mucus was coming out of my nose non stop. err...

Monday Morning.. Yeah, accompany wifey to hospital..

sickness <- See?? SEE?
This thing causes everyone to be weak. No matter how strong a man is.

================
It's new year huh. Spent the eve of new year at school in the morning and afternoon watching movie and pool with the usual gang. At night went to my uncle house for some "reunion dinner" where no one turns up. What a holy joke.

1st day of new year, went to my uncle house again and yeah, no one came. Then what's the point of me going ..? Nevermind. I reached home and found out my black pants was gone.
G O N E ! what the. My pants is lost in my house itself. I can't go to work. Great.
Thus, 8th, I no go work. Thanks to the mysterious disappearance of my black pants.

Yesterday, 9th of Feb.. Ahh.. A memorable date, but it's in the past. Let it go.
Went to watch KungFu Dunk with wife and her family. Her daddy, brother and sister-in-law (her brother's wife) *correct right?* After that her brother friends came and joined us. We went to shopped for the steamboat ingredient at night at her house.
Wife kept quiet all the way. It somehow bothers me. After that while walking home, we quarrel because of a small matter.
Then, at night... sigh. Let's forget about that sensitive topic.
Gambled the whole night. Lol. I lost $50 straight.
Slept in the morning with wife and woke up at 6pm just now.
Had our dinner, which was supposedly our lunch I believe.. Watched spider-man with wife's and her brother, sister-in-law then we went to watch the movie "Ah long Pte Ltd". It's a nice story. But abit lame. ah hah.

That's all for now. I'm too lazy to say much. I mean type much.
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Sometimes, living in this world became too tiring. It just feels like dying.
All alone in the family. Parents seems non-existent, or perhaps I'm non-existent.
It's been a tough year ahead I guess.
Feel like killing myself and ending my life just to let them know that they still have a son in this world.

Wife, thanks for all the encouragement. You're all I need. Loves.

2008-02-01T11:33:00.000+08:00

I'm lazy to update my blog ~~~~

Just got this stupid sore throat a few days ago and now it worsen off to a cough.
Geez.

Up to now realise, there's no one to trust in polytechnic.
Republic Polytechnic especially. There's nothing call "friends".

When we are in secondary school, I tend to want to get out of it and get to poly life as soon as possible. Yet now in poly, I want to get back to the simple secondary school life where I can just NOT hand up my homework(: , go school go bowling go eat, go home play game and sleep. Same cycle, simpleness yet nice.

Poly? Shit. There's ain't anyone that you can trust.
Friend A can tell you, Friend B sucks.
Then, Friend A goes to Friend B says that you says that Friend B sucks.
WOW.
Next on, Friend C that is good with Friend A, agrees that Friend B sucks.
Then, Friend C comes to you and tell you that Friend A says that you says Friend B sucks.
What a cycle. It's non-stop.

So fast one year has passed already huh. Today is my last day of year 1 in RP. That's like so unexpected.

Should I have a long update post? Or should I have a short update?
It's so unpredictable, in the end it's right.

Gosh. Topics topics.
I hate indians. I hate fatso. I hate fuckers.
People tend to be pest, though they says other are.

Topic 1 : I hate indians.
Aye, indians are suchs sickening people. Agree? Yeah.
There's a few times I got pushed out of the MRT by INDIANs. FAT INDIANs.
What the fish is going on . They think FAT = BIG ?

Topic 2 : I hate fatso.
Cool. Fat idiots are all around now. They think that the whole world owes them.
Especially old and fat man / woman. They aren't in the right world.
"Give up this seat to the elderly" <- Shit.
They think they old = Big. What? We don't owe you anything. Don't act as if the whole Singapore OWE you.

JESUS Christ.

Topic 3 : I hate fuckers.
*#*$&(*^&_#()$*@#()&%^
Censored. Bye.

2008-01-24T10:42:00.000+08:00

isuckatmathematicsandprogrammingishallshutupandneveraskformyopinion.
andneveriwillteachoraskorlearnanythingaboutitforever.
dontneedtoupdatemyblognoonebothertoseeortoreadanyway.
goodbyegoodbyeandgoodbye.imtoolazytoupdateit.
iwillupdateitwhenihavethemood.isuckatmystudiesandishallgobeanerd.
iwillnevercommentonanythingiwillneversaymythoughtsinanything.
ishallkeepquiet.

2008-01-09T12:12:00.000+08:00

看完《苹果》发现，男人靠不住

看完《色戒》发现，女人靠不住

看完《投名状》发现，兄弟靠不住

看完《集结号》发现，组织靠不住

看完《妈妈再爱我一次》发现，老爸靠不住

看完《新警察故事》发现，儿子靠不住

看完《满城尽带黄金甲》发现，老婆老公靠不住

看完《红楼梦》发现，祖母和嫂子也靠不住

看完《西游记》发现，师傅靠不住

看完《霍元甲》发现，徒弟靠不住

看完《无间道》发现，警察靠不住

看完《水浒》发现，领导靠不住

看完《肖申克的救赎》发现，出纳靠不住

看完《史密斯夫妇》发现，公司也是靠不住的

看完《无极》发现，馒头靠不住

看完《青蛇》发现，动物靠不住

看完《越狱》发现，牢房靠不住

看完《午夜凶铃》发现，电话靠不住，电视更靠不住

看完《疯狂的石头》发现，国际高手是靠不住滴

看完《长江7号》发现，地球人靠不住

看完《变形金刚》发现，外星人也靠不住

看完《黑客帝国》发现，一切现实都靠不住

结论：只有“我”靠得住
简称：我靠

2007-12-31T14:46:00.000+08:00

F4 New Album - 在这里等你 MV

Enjoy (:

They Rocks. Forever

2007-12-27T18:30:00.000+08:00

Waaa. It's been long since I've updated my blog huh ~ lol. lai lai, update it (:

15 12 07
Aye, nothing much today . Darling went to work and I went to fetch her (:

16 12 07
Hey, it's our first "official" shopping day (: Hahas. It's a miracle that I will actually go shopping. Lol. Yeah. I enjoyed the day. We went to far east plaza to shop first and darling bought 1 cardigan there and I bought a packet of BBQ Unagi to eat, which darling say is smelly >.<
Yeah, then we went to top shop to buy another shirt to go with wife's cardigan. I bought no clothes but a book. Tsumego (:
Then we went to bought fabric paint too ~

Shopping is tiring. With you, there is fun (:

17 12 07
Met up with darling at yishun station in the afternoon first to pass her digital cam . Then went back to CCK to meet up with daughter MeiSheng and RuoNing ah yi to celebrate meisheng birthday (: gosh, how long have I not seen them . Miss them much.
*Dear, don't get jealous.*
Aye, we went to marina square for a walk first and then went to starbucks cafe slack and chat till 5pm ! That's long heh.
Went to Raffles Place, Lau Pat Sa to have dinner. Bought Butter Sotong, Chicken Satay, BBQ Stingray and KangKong. Great Dinner but expensive ~ hahas. But it's worth the money (:

18 12 07
Happy birthday daughter ~

Today darling came to my house and we design out couple shirt with the fabric paint that we bought on sunday (: Wife's drawing is cute lol ~ We spend the whole afternoon for it. hmm.
Had KFC for dinner after that and sent darling home (:

19 12 07
Aye, we went shopping again. At bugis today lol. But there isn't much to shop.. Then we went to plaza singapura and wife bought a white pants @ $42 *omg* . Went back to her house after that and had dinner (:

20 12 07
Happy birthday to my love

Met up with her at yishun station and went to Marche @ VivoCity . Had a great lunch and though marche isn't big, food variety isn't much, but still, it's difficult to know what to eat ! I ordered a mushroom soup first and then we had the *forget the name*, made up of potatoes, wife had the mushrooms one and I had the smoked salmon (:
Went to buy plaster before we go to sentosa ~

Watched the 4D Magix first as we are in Sentosa. It's so great that all those animation seems right in front of our eyes. haha. There's still water sprinkling to feature the "realness" of the sea.

Then we went for the skyride, had some photo takings instead of sight seeing during the skyride. It's awesome ~ I love it

Actually, sentosa is quite small too and we don't really have place to go lol. Went to the foot of the merlion to had some photo takings too. there's some facking pervert INDIANS trying to take picture with a china girl, quite pretty. I shouted bian tai yin du ren so loudly as we walked down the stairs lol.

Bought tickets for the Song of the Sea. It's so popular that the 7.40 show was full and we had to get the 8.40pm show. found a seat that is so difficult to because it's raining in the day and at night, the seats around were wet and quite alot people was like sitting seats that were dry and a caucasian man offered his seat for us. Thankful to him (: Sat down and played bomberman awhile and then went to get the nachos combo, and proceed to the 8.40pm show queue. It's so HOLY LONG that we went at 8pm, the gate 1 2 3 4 is already full and we had to go gate 5, which is also super long ~

It's a super nice show to watch. It's a must watch (:

Dear, it's my first time celebrating birthday for someone in my life like this. I know it's not the best, but i still hope it's a good one for you =] I'll improve as the years goes by ~

21 12 07
Went to darling house today ~

22 12 07
I work today at a sudden notice from jenson.
ALONE at CCK interchange. It's boring.
SImply boring.

23 12 07
Work with Alvin today and jinyu came and we chatted during work. It's fun. Lol.

24 12 07
Went out with darling today, Suntec city and Esplanade. Wife bought tamagotchi for me as Christmas present and she bought 1 herself.

Danny & Keiko (: Our tamagotchi name

Esplanade don't really have lightings and we walked around, spend some time there and went back yishun and darling had Long John Silvers.

25 12 07
Aye, Christmas , it's really my first time official celebrating . Though it wasn't fun, but I still enjoy it cuz darling is here to accompany me always (: Loves.

26 12 07
Hmm, yesterday darling came to my house (:

27 12 07
Yeah, today. Woke up at like 3pm+
my body is aching for no reason lol.
wth.

There's this guy who is worthy of my award. He made my blood boils . Fark.
He actually found my wife blog and i think he purposely created this funny blog to let her know that he likes her.
OH PLEASE LA. FUCK. HOW OLD ARE YOU? CAN'T FIND A GIRL AROUND YOUR AGE, AND YOU TRY TO TARGET YOUNG GIRLS? WHAT THE FUCK.
I'm super pissed off and he succeed in making my blood boils continuously for so many days.
Acting pathetic nowadays is USELESS AND PLEASE WAKE UP . YOU'RE OLD ENOUGH TO BE MY WIFE BROTHER FOR GOD SAKE. nabei.

Don't let me know that you're up to something funny.
I'll RIP YOUR FUCKING BALLS OFF YOUR DICK.

2007-12-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

aye, 1 week no update? hahas. great. Let's have a update (:

08 12 07
09 12 07

I worked for this 2 day. It's boring . Serious.
Wifey made cookie for me on sunday ! It's really great !
I love it alot laa~~ OMG.
I'm a cookie freak xD

10 12 07
Enterprise today. I actually talked alot. Maybe is because I changed group and team with darling. Haha. It's so great laa~
I also got A for enterprise. It's simply, good. RJ is also very long and Daniel commented me very well. LOL.
Understanding Test also A. So shuang. See so many A ~
@.@ see until eye flower flower
Darling work today too. So exceptional. Haha. I went home and wash up my super lots of clothes first then went to safra to fetch her (:

11 12 07
Science today. I almost lose my cool.
Geez. Maybe is due to my lack of sleep.
Heat. Hot. Temper isn't that good. Hah.
B for it. sucks. =(
But overall GPA for science till now = 3.6 ~
Spend the evening at safra ~ hahas. stuck there ~

12 12 07
Hmm, wednesday? It's like so fast already. Didn't go for magic IG too.
Argh. I'm just missing out too much. I miss magic. Gosh.
Hmm, went to darling house, had dinner, and we slept till like 9pm? lol.
Went home at 10pm and slept immediately !

13 12 07
Aye, you know, enterprise UT today, screwed =.=
It's tested on problem 8, 9, 10 and 11.
The best part is, I slept on lesson 8.
I skipped lesson 9, lesson 10.
I didn't go for lesson 11.
Great. I knew nothing for the test and I sat for it =.=
Maths & Programming module also..
I'm starting to hate it. Serene standard is like getting higher and higher non stop. Sheesh.

14 12 07
Hmm, today, HAPPY 2nd Month to my lovely wife, FELICIA TAN.
Okay, then today problem.. Cognitive - Knowledge and morality.
Lol. It... kinda okay. Still, I feel it kinda suck. haha..
There's this funny camera in class around filming us for the open house video.
Great, going to HongKong Cafe with wifey to have dinner later (:

Tomorrow, have magic performance ~

2007-12-07T16:21:00.000+08:00

06 12 07
Thursday (: I got a double kiss, double sweetness.
Gosh. Will I die of diabetes?
I don't want ~~~~
I just want this sweetness forever . *grins*

Maths today. Kinda easy because we solve the problem early at 2nd meeting.
There's this difficulty within the easiness. Complicated within simplice.

Went to far east to get my psp repaired at my friend's shop.
It's finally back ! My lovely psp awwww.
~~~

Went back to safra yishun and waited darling to knock off.
Home sweet home after sending her back.

Interesting thing happen while I'm on the train ~
I was flourishing my cards and there's this funny guy playing DJmax very loudly =.=
It's disturbing me and it's louder than my lovely phone mp3 . Lol.
Then I keep my cards, I take out my psp.
*Max out volume of psp* --> *grins*
DJmax Portable 2 ! *sound of psp*
He look at me. Stare at me. He then played Another Day, 6B Master Mode.
I played Midnight Blood 8B Professional Mode. Louder than him (:
He came, say "oi, why your psp louder than mine, disturbing me leh"
I replied "Not happy ar, come challenge la"
He said "Come la, I 6 button pro ok. I going to own you"
.....
... He go into wireless mode, challenged me. Saw me level 99 with Dr. Brainstorm gear and he said "wtf, so pro"

Battle start.
1st song - 6B Master Mode, Lv 10 Syriana. Speed 3.5x
Result - He lose. By 200k+ score.

"Not fair la, you choose the song, of course you can win"
Lol. he said that when he lose. what a loser attitude. 2nd song, he chose.

2nd song - 6B Master Mode, Lv 12 NB Power. Speed 2x
Result - He game over. I win.

3rd song - 6B Master Mode, Lv 9 Memoirs. Speed 4x
Result - I win. He, lose as usual.

OWNED. He's a noob.

07 12 07
Oh. Anyway, I got a new phone on tuesday. Forget to write.
Nokia 5610 Xpress Music.
(: Nice.

Today is on Realism & Anti - Realism.
Don't read about it.
Don't study about it.
Don't. Your head will go bursting.
Your mind will go in a circle.
Gosh. It's just.. Holy.

Today problem is just crazy . Hah.

2007-12-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

Yes. My l o n g update. (:

01 12 07
Yay. It's december ! 8 months has passed so fast since the start of poly life. Gosh. How times fly yeah. It's a month of season and celebration (:

Yeah. Slept till quite late today, went to Esplanade library and spend awhile there.
Went to marina square to meet up with darling, bingbing, lynnda, engsin, crystal. Shopped around and then went to the river bay @ Esplanade.
Chat around around and around until 9+
Sent darling home and then went home ~

02 12 07
It's a sunday !
Went to wifey's house. Spend the day there (:

03 12 07
Skipped lesson as wife called me in the morning and said that she don't feel like going to school because she's feeling unwell. Accompanied her to the doctor, went to her house and spend the day there too (:

04 12 07
Science. Yaa. I getting bored of physics.
It suck.

05 12 07
Magic IG was cancelled today because Loke had a meeting.
Went to northpoint with darling and watched movie.
The Golden Compass. It's a very very nice movie !
It's a must watch.
Out of a rating 5, what would you give?
I would give it a 10 for storyline, graphics. Hah.
There's a flaw in this show *spoiler* cannot say (:
Anyway, it's a must watch.

2007-11-30T11:04:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, update update.

28 11 07
Wifey is sick today. After class, went to cook fish soup for her. Bring it to her house :]
Super worry for her la. Always sick here sick there.. dan xin si le.
Accompanied her till about 10pm. Went home and the lift open ..

THERE'S IS A BLOODY BLACK UMBRELLA FLOATING IN THE LIFT.

I was freaked out at that moment and i ran up the stairs and open the door frantically and hide.
Sounds like ghost story right? BUT IT IS TRUE.

29 11 07
Woke up in the morning, I DON'T DARE TO TAKE THE LIFT. Walked down the stairs.
Came school, done ut. Serene was not here, another facilitator is here.
Good facilitator. I was supposed to get an F, but she gave me a X.
Went to work, rushed to expo. Great. Early in the morning at the foyer no sales. Was expecting that sales was not that good. Went into the SITEX hall and work.
Hadd the worst BK meal I have in my life. Soggy burger. Cold fries. Same drink.
$7.00 for 1 cup of drink. Nice? wtf.
No time to go for complaint. Customer is here and there non - stop at evening.
Went back to the foyer work with jenson. Inside the hall got no more ink at the printer.
While jenson is gone, I served 5 customer at a time =.=
I can't wait to split myself at that moment.
Lol. In the end, at the end of the roadshow, top sales for me again (:

30 11 07
Today, if darling no call me and wake me up, I would have overslept like a dead person (:
I'm so tired and body is aching all over. I NEED A MASSAGE.
Darling made bread for me. Loves.

Cognitive again. *stupid* module (:(:

2007-11-26T11:01:00.000+08:00

Jealousy.
I had the most tasteless noodles in my life.
My mind was empty.
It's filled with this thing call "jealous".
I cried. A droplet of tear drop to the bowl of noodle I ate.
I stop crying. It's useless to cry.
It's not my memory. I have no rights.
I have no say too.

It's just... jealousy.

2007-11-23T16:07:00.000+08:00

21 11 07
Didn't go for magic today. Tired. Sick. Unwell.

Reflections. That's all I can say. Slept late, tired.
I can't let my love down, for all the faith she have in me, that I can change.

22 11 07
Maths, today we chose our own team. Boring. Stupid.
I don't understand the problem statement. Great.

Left right after my group presentation and rushed home, get changed and head to west mall for work. Was quite muddle-headed this morning, wore my UOB uniform, brought my pants, i forgot to wear my leather shoes, that's why gotta rush home and get change lol.
Working with WeiLiang and Emailda today.
Started out with asking lots of customer and ar, the more I ask customer, the more no people want to sign for me. LOL. But then, yesterday customer also quite alot. Quite fun working but tiring because meet alot of funny people lol.

After work, went home and change, went out immediately to yishun to meet darling for dinner (: I miss her so much la. just a few hours only, like want to die like that le. Wife, I love you I miss you ! Great, met her at mac around 10.20pm i think hahas. Did our RJ and sent her home(:

23 11 07
Cognitive today. Fun topic yet kinda stupid.
Nothing to comment. Boring.
Metaphors. I is GENIUS.
Simile. I am as clever as a GENIUS

Wife, I fear so much when you are angry. I can't cheer you up, I can't cool you down.
Am I really able to earn your smile back when you are angry? I want you to be happy, always.

2007-11-19T09:29:00.000+08:00

Wanted list list list list list
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Itemsss.
1. Bracelet ring. *A bracelet with a chain hooking up with the ring (:*
2. Seashell bracelet *lol. bracelet again*
3. Vanness Album - V.Dubb *I lost mine =(*
4. New handphone *It's coming*
5. PSP Slim Felicia Blue *Considering(:*
6. New sling bag *A real big one*
7. Nintendo DS Lite *I sold mine. Maybe buying again(:*
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A few days no blog le ar. hahas. lai lai update.

16 11 07
Friday at darling house, got a real huge lovebite :]
She level up damn fast lol ~

17 11 07
Went to work with the hug lovebite mark and i realise everyone is looking at my neck >_< then i went to put plaster and in the end, EVERYONE IS LOOKING ! lol. Got to know a few promoters there, a motorola promoter who is basically doing all of singtel job but not promoting motorola phone. 2 windows mobile promoter, who are basically doing all of singtel job and promoting a little of windows mobile software.

Me, a credit card promoter, doing 3/4 of singtel job and 1/4 of my own . See la singtel, got extra worker yet not paying anything.

Saw my 2nd aunt there and her friend wanted a free phone but got 3mp camera, mp3/fm, coloured phone and blah blah. All super high end stuff but he want free, where got such free stuff lols =x bo bian.

Talked on phone and sms wifey here and there when I take a break here and there (:She came at night to west mall and find me (: Sweet and caring wife . Simply love her. Went to my house after work and thought of going shopping after that but I had a stupid headache, thus, stayed at my house till 10.30 and sent her home after that(:

My jaw hurts.

18 11 07
OVERSLEPT. Was supposed to go to the magic performance @ admiralty park.
Recently been going MIA in magic IG. Hope everyone don't blame me(:
Meant no harm. Holiday meeting, I had no idea because I no check webmail + I have no internet at home. Last wed was my 1st month. Therefore I no go meeting. Today, I overslept and miss the performance. I'm super sorry guys.

Then went to toa payoh HDB hub with darling and just to apply her OCBC-Fairprice plus card lol. The HDB hub sibei boring and there's nothing much to see. gosh. boring *yawns* walked around there for awhile and we went to harbourfront, Vivocity there (: My wifey wearing shorts and she say not enough formal to go vivocity lols =] then i ask her go Little India, low class enough >_< *stupid indians* Heh.

Yupps, walked around vivocity and had our dinner @ Long John Silvers. Tried out the new Fiery Chicken O.o But it's not quite spicy and my jaw still hurts. ahhhhhh. Had quite a difficult time to eat it =.=

Then we went to the pet shop and had a look around the shop, after which we went out to the roof of the mall and had a seat facing the sentosa. Chat awhile and played DJmax Portable 2 with funny changes and laughed till stomach ache xD hahahs.

Sent darling home after that and home sweet home after that (:
Great day great night. With my darling wifey, it's just great.

My jaw does hurts.

19 11 07
Monday. Pon class. Great. Fun. Good. Yeah. Daniel Man , Mr. F-upped Facilitator of the year.
He's boring, he's naggy, he's irrelevant. He's simply dumb. Downright dumb (:

Pon class at first meeting with darling wifey, eng sin, crystal, germaine and cow. hahas. Accompany cow to cwp de popular and buy her ink. After that she went home alone by bus i think. The rest of us took the train and germaine went home(: The 4 of us went to far east plaza and darling bought her psp slim!

PSP Slim Felicia Blue. Nice colour ! hahas. Went to my friend's shop buy and got discount . Hmm, after that we slack around and saw a pervert ! fark! he tried to took the underskirt of 2 caucasians ! Idiot pervert lol. Luckily he was arrested by the police (:

If anyone tries to do that to my wifey, I WILL MAKE HIS BALLS FLY OUT.

Had our lunch at long john silvers *again* and checked out the psp slim.
Chatted with jeanice jie for awhile to check the class condition lol. In the end left 9 people in class. Pathetic lol. Darling and crystal ate and I just had a drink. Eng sin left around 3pm.

After that we 3 walked around far east plaza and then went to lucky plaza and wanting to find darling's mum and in the end she's not free so we went to the mac and slack. Darling's mum came to mac and find us for awhile and went back to her work.

Head off to yishun and reaches darling's house at 5+ and compete with her djmax until i fall asleep lol. After that taught her how to play Tales Of The World, and spend some time together(: Home sweet home after that ~

My jaw still hurts.

20 11 07
Yeah, today is science , simply stress okay. stupid stupid stupid and stupid.
School network is down. Cannot use msn. Cannot surf net. Bored.
But can vs darling DJmax, puzzle fighter and other games. hahas (:
Am at safra now, waiting for her to finish work (:

2007-11-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

now at darling house (:
have so much things wanting to tell her last night, yet i cant say it out.

I'm simply too shy huh. Feelings are not that easy to express out.

2007-11-16T08:47:00.001+08:00

PSP drop.
Laptop drop.
Glass cup drop.
Bicycle hit me.
Rain.

My psp is more important than my laptop for god sake.

2007-11-15T14:57:00.000+08:00

14 11 07

OUR FIRST MONTH ANNIVERSARY (:
Loves loves loves.
I love Felicia Tan Jiexin.

Aye, i slept at around 5am in the morning actually. haha, quite tired though. Was trying to make a "surprise" for darling. Tried to make a "comic" using a sketchbook for her, inside got a few hello kitty. Eeyer, I didn't know hello kitty is that difficult to draw. haha.

Woke up in the morning at 11am + or 12pm and called wifey immediately (: Met up with her at yishun and took the train to woodlands and we have our neoprint taken ! I didn't know I look so goooooood in neoprint =x lols. First time decorate neoprint hahas, it's fun ~

Had our lunch at KFC. Bought Zinger meal and Fish Ole meal (: Darling settled her phone problems and we exchange the gifts. Was quite a surprise that it was the diary and I almost cried again *i'm a crybaby lol* but it's touching larr.. Andd... my sketchbook wasn't much of a surprise too haha. I tried burning away the sketchbook because wifey say my hello kitty drawing no good. >_< first attempt mah.. =(

After that we went to cathay cineplex to see if there is movie to watch or not, and in the end, there isn't much of a choice of a movie to watch.

Walked to the mrt station and we went to city hall, Esplanade and it's already 5.10pm ! OMG. I didn't knew it's that late lol. Then we had a walk down to the Esplanade Park and helped a tourist couple to take a picture at the Lim Bo Seng Memorial (:
darling suddenly mentioned about her whatever camera got optical zoom digital zoom and the camera super good =.= job came into our beautiful date ><
wifey super random right? lols.
Aye, then we walked to raffles place and had a moment at boat quay, then walked back to the Esplanade again. hahas.
There's a piano concert. It's by Kathlyn i think. *don't know how to spell* =x
She's from Sydney and studying in singapore currently. Gosh, the song that she wrote herself is superb. It's a pity that I didn't record it down =x
Wifey, don't say I'm mesmerized by her okay. She's just a talented pianist (:

After the concert, we went to suntec city, and darling was a super game freak !
She's so addicted to DJmax lol. While walking to suntec city, darling hit my hand and my psp was electrocuting my ASS. wth >.<
I thought it's just some random itch and it get pain and numb ! Wifey laugh at me >_<
Then we went to pizza hut to had our dinner (: Wifey, "eh? na ge dong xi zai na li?" remember remember? (: * laughing out softly =x * had some random photo shots there and darling made a super funnnnnnnny expression ~

Well, it's getting quite late after our dinner and we headed back to yishun. Stopped by MPH bookstore for awhile and played DJmax on the train(: I max-combo-ed NB Power ! Lv12, 2.5x speed hahas. Aye, reached Yishun at 10.44pm and walked wifey home.

Hug and hug and hug each other (:
and there's this weird indian kid =.= nvm.
Hug and kiss and hug and kiss xD

After that , sent her home and home sweet home (:

MUACCCCKS. Love my darling.
Happy 1st month anniversary

2007-11-13T12:56:00.000+08:00

Good news.
Darling's lovebite skill level up : Level 2 [ 10% ]

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Yesterday got some stupid topic on enterprise. This really sucks okay.
My enterprise facilitator, he is downright dumb.

not only dumb, he is dumb, dumb and dumb. I mean, he's really dumb
Talk so much, tell us to think so much.
EVERYTHING WHICH IS IRRELEVANT.
so what's the point? he is stupid. real.
Everything he asked us to find out, in the end, 6P don't even have it.
He's stupid or what? Plain stupid . Geez.

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Today science, new group. Not use to it.
Dot. Dot. Dot and dot.

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Ichi ni san si go lak qik buey gao. lol

2007-11-12T09:36:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey, holiday finish le, here comes my long long update post ! (:
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02 11 07
It's friday and a stupid cognitive lesson. Nothing much about it. Today was kinda of a disappointment. Real big one. Wanted to go find darling after her dinner with 2 friends, and she said she's tired and wanted to go home. Yet in the end, she ended up at her friend house. A guy. Nothing much today, it's simply emptyyy.

03 11 07
Saturday, went out with darling at paragon with my crazy toothache. lol. After that went to lucky plaza and find darling's mother and she gave me panadol to stop my stupid tooth pain. Other thing.. I forgotten :D
- "STM. LEVEL UP"

04 11 07
Met up with darling and we went to suntec city to walk walk and shop shop for the day after darling work. She made a poem for me during her work and it touches me alot, i almost cried out but I hold my tears, if not very paiseh ah, cry in public :] hah. Darling bought "dragon beard" and her fav, "dont-know-what-name-is-it" but it taste nice(: saw cheryl, my cellgroup leader while we are eating the both item. We then shop around suntect and marina, and had our dinner at food junction, marina square. Saw bobby while we are on the way to the Esplanade.
Saw this dunno what talent show finalist there singing at the Esplanade, 1 of the guy had a superb voice and he sings real good. geez, so jealous >_<
After that I bought strawberry chocolate and shared with wifey. We sat on the rooftop terrace until around 8pm+, and we head to the merlion at the bay and had alot of photos taking! There's this tourist who offered to help us take photo, he's so friendly and our couple shirt envies him and his girl. hah. It's actually very rare for me to want to take photo so much. ah hah. After that send darling home and it rain i think? I got home drenched. hahas, but it was a wonderful day(: simply great.

05 11 07
Monday ~ i had a superb insomnia night without much sleep. Woke up at around 10+ and couldn't get to sleep lol. I slept at 7am if i'm not wrong. Darling went for her dance lesson and should end around latest at 12pm she told me. in the end her lesson ended at 12.45pm i think. Flooooooded her phone because she no picked up, then sometimes it got hung up. GOD. made me worried sick. After that before she came, had a shower then went to bought chicken rice across the street for her. She reached le then we had the lunch together, after that slept awhile and and, *cough*, *content censored*. hmm.

06 11 07
Darling stayed at home and -rot- i think, until 4+ she went for work. (: I met up with CC at yishun and went to lavender, took a cab to the Dessus, the place quite ulu ulu de leh. LOL. we were quite early because of the cab then we went to eat ba kut teh, and I had pig intestine, the pig intestine is super clean and nice. hahs. After that went back to company for the credit card briefing. Halfway the briefing, MS baobei daughter called me. SMS darling during the briefing because it's some old stuff that I already knew. hahas.
Finish the briefing le then walked back to bugis unknowning with CC and drop by golden landmark for awhile. Sat the train back through the NS line to accompany CC all the way to yishun, then i sit all the way back home. After that rest awhile at home and went out at 8pm+ to fetch darling from her work (:
Dragged her all the way to MacDonalds, then had my dinner there hahas.

- I had my sweetest french fries of my life.

07 11 07
Today met up with darling and watched movie with her
GAME PLAN.
Comedy, funny show and it's great.
Met grace, suning and ivan at BK cineleisure. Grace is chubby. Suning is the same. Ivan, as cocky as ever lol (:
Reached yishun and have our photo taking(: I'm going to cut my hair.
my beautiful hair
my elegant hair
my stylish hair
my handsome hair
Went to darling home after that, helped her fold her clothes.
Miracle right? The boy who is even lazy to tidy his room and help anyone, actually helps his gf to fold clothes.
It's not miracle, what I can say is, I LOVE HER MORE THAN MYSELF.
After that, stayed at her house until around 10pm+ and went home (:

08 11 07
Hmm, darling no work today, and was actually watching movie with her dad, in the end the timing was too late, then she skipped it. Met up with her at woodlands and took a bus to jurong west and find mummy.
CUT MY HAIR =( my long hair. my hair.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. oh well, i cut it. short.
Fringe no cut (:
Side burn, no cut (:
YAY. because I gotta work, I gotta cut.
Need the money. BADLY
After that, we went to IMM and shopped around. Before starting to shop, met up with shirley, wifey's sister. Shopped around and went to daiso shop shop.
AH HAH. darling got con.
she bought a hello kitty pencil case or something like that, for $30? or $15. forget le.
DAISO sell for $2 ONLY.
She was shopping for her friend's present, couldn't find it. hmm, decide on the IMM one after that.
Went to her house and had noodles. i felt abit dry, she said it's watery. weird.

- sometimes i just wish to chop off my hands.

09 11 07
Yeah, work today. Reached suntec city at 1.30 pm. Jenson brief me about the content again. Started work. It doesn't seems good.
Work with a full-time staff.
Talk non stop. Well, nice guy too. fun, he simply talk alot.
Sales slowly grows. it grows and grows. $23 comm for a no-people-friday @ suntec . It's quite good.
Wifey came to suntec city, surprises me. LOVES.
Went to hug her immediately. No words can fill my happiness.
She bought donuts for elwin as he is leaving for INDIA *my most hated country*
well, you can't blame me. I'm a racist. I'm proud of it (: LOL.
After that, sheltered her home with my bag. Tiring =X my bag is so heavy for no reason. Weird.

10 11 07
Darling work shift got changed, safra gym no inform her. idiot. can't even do a simple informing.
waste her time. hao lan de gong si .
woke up after she called me and scared she's bored alone at northpoint, rush there immediately and in the end, we end up at my house(:
Darling's love bite skill : level 1 [ 50% ] xD
My love bite skill : level 3 [ 50% ] =P
Had our dinner at burger king. Great meal. Bloated.
Burppppp all the way out from burger king to the mrt station lol.
great, send darling home. *hugs*
I love her.

11 11 07
Guo wei's birthday.
Work alone at HELLO shop @ Parco Bugis Junction.
Sian . Alone . No customer . No sales . India Bangla *fuck* . Ee .
I realise I was like a singtel CSO rather than a UOB credit card promoter.
LOL LOL LOL .
SINGTEL, YOU OUGHT TO GIVE ME PAY TOO.
I have answer don't know how many question. Let me list down what I remember.
- hello, where to get queue number? *I ALMOST WHACK THEM*
- ask you ar, w910i no line how much? *HUH?*
- w910i sign line $398? *IT'S WRITTEN ON THE BOARD, WTF*
- my hi card spoil, how ar? *SIAO, HI CARD SPOIL THEN BUY NEW ONE LA*
- no 21months, can upgrade plan? *HELLO, I'M NOT SINGTEL HOW I KNOW*
- how to on silent mode on my phone? *YOU IDIOT OR WHAT?*
- must i queue to sign line? *EH, NO QUEUE THEN THE QUEUE NUMBER FOR WHAT?*

okay, that's all I can remember. It's stupid working there. Idiotic. No choice.
Wanted to surprise darling, surprise fail. Gosh.
Hubby's surprise skill : level 1 [ 50% ]
Wifey's surprise skill : level 10 [ 5% ]

But you can't blame me la =X in the past, i don't even do such things de, lazy to even do it.
I'll try harder, loves.

She's my girl, I love her.
2 hearts beating like 1.

2007-11-01T18:01:00.000+08:00

30th October.

Okay, so tuesday was science. AHH. It's biology again and I love it. Yet I cannot talk much because of the stupid toothache. ARGH. Hope I can get A ar.. *pray pray pray*
After my presentation, rushed off hoping to see a dentist and on the bus, I was like suffering like mad already because the bus is so super bumpy that made my tooth hurts so much. Reached jurong, and my mother tell me the dental clinic close. WTF. No choice had to go to jurong east just to get to another clinic then in the end, cannot fill or pluck out my tooth cause it's in pain now, will affect my nerves. Gosh. The dentist prescribe me with some painkiller and in the end ? when I eat the painkiller, my tooth hurts even more. GOD. IT SHOULD BE CALLED "PAIN-GAINER".
After reaching home, was dying of pain already. It's the worse pain that I could ever experience because it feels like someone is using a needle and stabbing your gum non stop. SHIT. what the hell is with this excruciating pain. AHHHHH. Promised wifey to send her home. I almost don't want it because of the pain. In the end, I *REN*. Almost fainted on the way while walking to safra yishun. lol. simply pain la. If I hadn't had the thought of "i'm gonna see my darling later on, cannot faint yet", I think I would just die off in the middle of the road. LOL. *dramatic* but it's true.

31st October.
Didn't went to school, stay at home whole day and wifey came to my house at around 5.20pm. Spent our precious moment together(: then then went for dinner @ 8.30pm after that. Went to WESTMALL and had KFC ! Although my tooth is hurting like CRAZY, I craves for KFC. Finding trouble right? Lol. But I like it(: After that sent darling home and met up with her sister shirley and she passed a working uniform to her. Went home after that and had a super not-good-night-sleep because I keep waking up. god.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN DAY.

1st November.
GREAT ! HELLO NOVEMBER !
It's 13 more days to 1st month.
It's 39 days before the big day.
(: Loves.
Today is on maths & programming. Same. Visual basic. Farking programming. Idiotic and difficult. =.=

2007-10-29T14:43:00.000+08:00

I drank the most SWEET plain water in this world today (:

LOVES LOVES LOVES.

2007-10-29T07:51:00.000+08:00

*yawns* so friday was some debate thing and no powerpoint to be done. Debate was good. Mine was like bombing over because I read like a bullet train. The script is as of below, the topic is on "chance plays a vital role in developing new knowledge"
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Some questions we might ask: What is chance?
Chance is the universe sequence that all of the universe laws must obey. Chance is what enables surprise, whether it is good or bad. Chance is what makes hope possible, yet doom probable but yet at the same time, hope possible!
Chance is realities priority list. It is what the world is made of.

Chance, above all else, is simply a word we thought up and affiliated to that which we cannot explain of. It is to a certain region of the unexplainable, and indescribable. An example is like the Newton’s law of gravity. How does it come about?
It came upon Newton when an apple dropped on his head. Apple drops everywhere as long as it is an apple tree, it could drop on anyone head, but why when an apple falls on Newton’s head, it actually spurs him to find out why that apple actually drop even though he have asperger’s syndrome (as said by warren previously).
Although “gravity” have some kind of law there is some theory about it, but how does gravity comes out? No one knows, because it belongs to a region of unexplainable of the nature.

So another question came about, why is chance important?
Without chance, there’d be no wonder. Chance is a ratio, and if all of the unknown variables are known, then it will be a probability
Chance is what keeps us all living on the edge, without every truly knowing what tomorrow holds for our species, or if tomorrow will even show up.

How can chance lead to new knowledge?
Problem statement states that chance plays a significant role in the development of knowledge, despite the widely promoted notions of highly organized methods of science
• Chance needs method
It’s very difficult to ‘discover’ new things without linking it to organized methods.
Organized methods – logic
· drawing inferences or deductions from hypotheses
· thinking out the logical implications of causal relationships in terms of necessary or sufficient conditions
Organized methods – empirical
· such as making observations
· designing controlled experiments, or designing instruments to use in collecting data
The role of the open mind is also very important.
• Method needs chance
One cannot always predict or prepare for everything.There’s still an element of chance to be that sometimes drives the discoveries
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Friday is a good day, we just look forward to it.

271007
Saturday, woke up at 1+ then go prepare here and there. I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO WEAR for the performance. ah hahah. In the end, choose the black long sleeve shirt with silver stripes. Met up with leonard for lunch, bitch about "chanel" then went to school. The performance is at North Plaza, some funny shopping centre near riverside sec i think. hahas. The place had no air con la. for god sake alamak. after the official event is over, darren and me approaches 2 girls to perform tricks to them. Then 3 more girls and 2 more guys joined in. They were so not shocking at first.. hahas. Then we started to perform some stunning tricks to them that they go "wowing". Hahas. As time goes, we just randomly performed to them because there's no other people around =.= but it's kinda great la.. perform to small crowds and they are very hyper about magic and they had this "?" sign on their head xD
Everyone went off at 7.50 like that then walk to the mrt station and magic ig guys were exchanging msn with the sec school girls. lol but i didn't (:
Met up with darling and had dinner with her and the blk "dunno-what" again =x after that sat down and chat for awhile.
Darling, i simply enjoy the times with you (:

281007
HAPPY 2 WEEKS . 14days, 336 hours, 20160 minutes and 1209600 seconds.
Spent our day @ orchard (:
Had my crazy toothache. It's still hurting now.
Gosh. No RE:VANTAGE card for us :(
It's just great, spending my time with my darling. Hahas. I'm totally blank now because my mind is filled with her =D
Darling, I really don't like you wearing transparent clothes or those revealing revealing de.
I dislike other guys looking at you with those funny eye. I'M GOING TO DIG THEM OUT.
Especially those stupid indians . nabei.

2007-10-26T08:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had maths lesson.. It's like so tiring and stress la.. =(
Danial taught me and I understand the whole thing.. Come back class, BLANK.
Teach joanne, cc they all, okay.
Go back my own seat the time, BLANK again.
2.06pm, huixin and me rush to danial's class and ask him to teach again.
We all blur in the end. LOL.
2.43 pm. huixin and me figured everything out.
That was like, YAY, and our presentation was the clearest and best =D
Serene still said very good no question . HEH.

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Today is cognitive. wonder what stupid topic will come out again. I actually like cognitive quite alot de =.= but this semester got this funny and (#$*%& faci who is so difficult to achieve her 'A' standard.. pui. hahas.
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I'm a simple person. Betray my trust, you're condemned.
No one can gain my trust that easily.

2007-10-25T08:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is culture module.. back to that shit team. sigh.
I'm down on luck recently. Can someone pray for me ? =(
Handphone N80 spoil.
PSP yesterday ALMOST spoil. I almost freaked out.
School, stuck with shit team for the easiest module.

Nevertheless, suay badluck whatever. Doesn't matter.
I've got my darling. That's enough.
Whoever you out there, dare to snatch her away
I WILL KILL YOU (:

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Great. After talking to idiots, you actually will realise, idiocy do exist in them.
Imagine you calling an idiot "idiot" yet that idiot is exhibiting a behaviour that is too idiotic enough to irritate you. They're plain stupid. HAH.
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I'm 18 and I can think much more maturely than a person older than me.
Cool huh? He thinks delete friendster photo of friends = forget friends.
So it means I got 10,000 friends, I need to upload 10,000 photos ?
WOW.

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I'm just so pissed off la okay, but no matter what, just..
forgive and forget.
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Darling, the sms you sent me this morning, can feel that it's from your heart.
If it's those normal sms that people send just to greet, the sms won't be what I feel le.
the sms content *secret* (:
That's just plain sweet but I don't know how to put it in words because when I see the sms, I feel the joy in my heart. I smiled.

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Jonathan & Felicia.
I love you.

2007-10-23T15:42:00.000+08:00

We stick together, we sick together (:

Darling is sick, I'm sick
Both fever.

I'm worried.
I don't want to see you unhappy.
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Today's science lesson.
Biology topic. DNA. Code of life.
Easy as A B C .

Easy.
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HEROS ! It's a good show. ah hah.
This topic just link me back to this show cause within the DNA, might cause someone to fly, someone to go through wall, explode, split personality, travel through time..
ah hahaha.

2007-10-22T16:18:00.002+08:00

Man is still human. They also need some care at times.
Man is still human. They cry.
I'm not an exception:(
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Enterprise sucks. Confirm C for today again. if not D.
duh.
Doesn't matter. That old facilitator is simply boring.
Good gracious.

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I'm not him.
I'll change.
I can change.

2007-10-22T09:09:00.000+08:00

17th October ~
Typical day. Contemporary and Culture Issue module.
Hi. I got a #$*&% team .
1 freaking fat black who don't want to even think. She's just to lazy to even do a simple research with her computer. FUCK.
Another who is willing to work, yet lazy due to the black.
Another who slack all the way.
Another who work, yet easy way out.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
After that went for magic IG, ya~ it's getting boring quite seriously.

18th October ~
Mathematics and programming module.
Hello. Stupid maths team.
1 freaking fat black who don't want to even think. She's just to lazy to even do a simple research with her computer. FUCK. Another freaking idiot black who don't even want to work.
Then HuiXin and me did everthing.
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf ftw ftw ftw ftw.
It just get more and more boring. Serene got more upset today. Scolded the class.
Gosh. Still, she's a good facilitator who cares about us. Great.
After class, went to Causeway Point with darling, warren and cc. Had our dinner @ Horizon.
Treated my darling Curry Fish something. It's a korean dish (:
After that we walked around CWP abit then send darling home (:

19th October ~
Friday. Last Day of the week. Most dead of the week. Cognitive and Problem Solving.
Topic : PARABLES.
Chinese Room. Buridan's Ass. Maxwell Demon. Plato's Cave. Schrodinger Cat. The Butterfly effect.
Parables teaches "some" lesson . forget it.
After lesson, we went pool at the dunno-where. Somewhere near the custom.
Darling, shiqi, warren, cc and me.
After pool, makan dinner. Only warren and me eat. hahas.
we both ordered BONELESS chicken rice. Yet, the chicken is full of bones =.=
After that send darling home(: Reached home around 12mn. hah.

20th October ~
Saturday. Shopping with darling.
Met up with her @ bugis junction. Had our lunch at Qi Ji. The super famour nasi lemak shop.
Then, went to orchard. First stop, Heeren. Met one of darling's sister. forgot her name(:
After that, we went to cathay cineleisure. Sat down for a drink for a while. Then we went to bought a couple shirt :D
He is my boyfriend -> <- She is my girlfriend
loves ~
Then her sister who we met earlier on, asked us to "nua" with them @ takashimaya S.C.
NO WAY. Must 2-people-world leh. what nua with them >_< pi gu.
Darling is all MINE ok.
then we went to takashimaya S.C. after saying no to them . HAHA. Contradict abit.
It's ok cuz just we 2(: Went to Kinokuniya and shop shop about some books ~
Went out and go to search for fabric paint ! wanting to decorate our couple shirt (:
Met shiqi after we came out of a shop selling classic old toys. hahas.
Quite a long day huh? hahas. Yeah.
We went to the Esplanade after that. It's around 7pm. Watched a Balinese Folk Dance until around 7.45pm. Up to the roof terrace and sat down awhile.
HUNGRY! Get to suntec city and had burger king. wanting to try the 7-inch burger.
PEOPLE ! BURGER KING BLUFF US ! 7-INCH IS LIKE SO NORMAL =.=
pian qian de.
After that then i send darling home. HUGGS.
darling, i love you lots. i miss you lots. Simply too much. :D

21st October ~
Happy 1 week anniversary Darling.
Leonard was cute la. lol. he sms-ed me in the morning wish me and felicia happy 1st week. ah haha.
Sms-ed darling and i went back to sleep. Woke up when she called me.. It's around 3.30pm le. haha. Bathe and then went to the mrt station and fetch her to come my house.
Spent our precious private moment together(:
*huggs*

22nd October ~
Couple shirt day ~
Enterprise, boring. AS USUAL.
Great. I'm hungry.

Darling, it's not that I don't want play the *you-know-what* give you hear. Forgetting about it doesn't mean forget about you okay? Everyone have their own music in them. You are 1 special music in me that although it's only 1 week 1 day we've been together, you're just the music in me. I LOVE YOU.

2007-10-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, stupid enterprise again.. Damn bored la.. How could anyone stand this kind of facilitator.. GOD. after lesson, went to a forensic science talk with ferfer dar. Supposed to study after that de, but she's not feeling well, so i sent her home instead.

Last night, I felt that I slept for about 1hour only at 10pm. IN THE END ! I woke up and SHOCK that it was 5.47am in the morning ! what the hell. maybe due to the lightings, i didn't off my lights when I sleep. Gosh.

Ah dear, i know i can't help when you're feeling pain, i can only be by your side, send you home, take care of you. Dui bu qi. I would rather i'm the one suffering the pain, than to see you suffering. It's silly to say such things because in real life, it will not happen.. but still.. it's just how I feel. No one would like to see the person they love, suffering. Right?

Today is science ! Abit boring again.. cause it's physics.. I don't know why. physics just turns me off.. It's boring la. serious serious seriously. Still, I'm able to explain myself well. Great(:
Today lesson seems abit long sia. Rushed off to safra and send wifey to work.

Am sitting outside now and wait till 10pm when she is finishing her work. Hahs. Just now fell asleep for a moment for no reason. ahhhhhh.

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It's echoing inside my heart.
A single voice, above the noise.
Like a common thread.
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Love my ferfer dear(:

2007-10-15T10:57:00.000+08:00

11th Oct ,
went to yishun 925 to makan, and it happen to be the stall where my mama is at de. I didn't know it was there then had a mummy treated ferfer and me dinner. hahs. Sent ferfer to work then walked to northpoint and meet up with CC and warren. We went around walking, window shopping then end up at the mac to do our RJ. We sat at a 6-person table where some small kids trying to act gangster with us, saying that we are sitting at their seats. HAH. Stupid kids with childish attitude (: After settling the RJ stuff then we went to safra, rot there until 10pm and I sent ferfer back home :D

15th Oct,
Went out to meet ferfer and woodlands, then we went to lavender and accompany her to get her pay. Went to dhoby ghaut straight to buy movies ticket and watch movie :D Bought the tickets "Lust Caution" @ 6.40pm, B7 B8 couple seats(:
Before the movie started, we went to paradiz centre then I had a meal, super hungry. Appetite getting smaller nowadays, yet I keep on wanting to eat. lol..
After the movie, it's 9.20pm already.. Didn't know that this movie is so long. We then go back to yishun block *i dont know what*, had the char quay teow there.. super nice la ! hahas. Sent ferfer home le, then I took mrt home (:

13th Oct ,
I slept till 2pm and I called ferfer suddenly, just to say, I MISS YOU. But I really mean it. hahas. yupp, then then 5.30 i went out and wait a stupid bus, made me waited for 45minutes, then it takes 1hour to yishun sia. Luckily I reached safra at 7pm just nice and when I reached the gym, ferfer colleague was so friendly and polite! Hah, what a refine man. We then went to block 2xx to makan. I don't know what block :D I had cutlet rice and she had noodles, i dont know what name :] Sent her home le, then I rush to tampines and met Leonard. Went to his house for the video filming for ferfer.. We discuss about ideas, film video turn by turn, until 2am in the morning, super hungry la ! lols.. but at mac still not forgetting taking video.. hahas.. just for fun actually..

14th Oct,
yeah, I no sleep for whole night but leonard went to sleep at 6am. I all the way editing the video until 11am, and I rush back woodlands, meet ferfer and she went to my house(: Showed her the masterpiece and she cried. Xia dao leh :] But i'm glad she liked it and accepted me because of it ;D
Still remembering what leonard said at night " you 1 day need 16hours sleep, now you sacrifice 13hours for her, if she's not touched by the video of all the hard work you put in, you buang liao. " hahas.. anyway, 14th Oct is a very important day to both of us.

14 10 07 .
Loves of Jonathan & Felicia.
I love you (:

2007-10-11T15:59:00.000+08:00

Maths is sooooooo the difficult and the bored and the funny funny vector and what the hell is a dot product? Just keep dotting, and when you produce a product out of those dotting, you will get a DOT PRODUCT !! yay wtf. This has totally no link. My A-maths don't know sucks like what sia :D

Later sending ferfer to work (:

2007-10-10T08:59:00.000+08:00

Super slack , super shack.
This whole week, got no confident, no motivation.

Can someone give me a massage? Hah.
Wednesday, and soon the week will be over. Gosh

Tired , fatigue, lethargic.

Value old things ? What old things do youngster nowadays have to value ? ;D
Grandpa? Grandma? Antiques? =.=
Today topic on comtemporay issue : Why people emphasize old things?
See ar, old things here and there. Waste space right?
I don't have old things in my house. except... my pokemon cards (:

See the invisble
Do the impossible
Touch the untouchable
Break the unbreakable

2007-10-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

After some serious thinking over and over. yes. final conclusion. huh? no content then conclusion? HAH. well, let's go over the content first then.
1. one..
2. two..
3. three..

GREAT. This is getting endless. Just read on.

This morning blog some weird stuff. Which I really do not know because firstly, my handsome modem spoil. Secondly, I'm posting in school. Paiseh LEH. =] Need to type alllllllll my thoughts inside and slowly and I scare others see. =.= *but this is a blog alright*

Basically, I need to sort out things I like, things I dislike. Who I like, Who I love.
eh? I SAY OUT MY CONTENT PAGE. WTFish ;D

Love and Like, what's the difference?
I really don't know until FerFer asked me that, because I didn't even think of what it is between this two.
Love, YAAAAA...? Like is just, like?

To like a person.. HMMMMMMMMMM.
I basically like EVERYONE. except. INDIANS.
Yes, call me racist. Very few indians have give me a good impression. Very FEW. Well, there are exceptions. They just have this ego, which I hate it. HAH. I have ego too, but I'm not indian =P=P=P So I can't hate myself (:

To love a person, it would meant to be that,
Most importantly, to love her, with all my heart.
I will place her top priority in my life, no matter what comes in between
I will protect her all my life, for no matter what reason it is.
I will side on her, even though when she's in the wrong.
I will be with her, no matter what happens to her.
I will be knowing that, my heart is beating faster, when I see her.
I will be just contented, with her by my side. Always.
I will cheer her up, when she feels down. No matter how many times it takes.
I will take care of her. When she is hurt, mentally / physically.
Times of good and bad, she's gonna be the girl I love still.

The girl I love > my life. She's more important than my life.
My Girl = My only ONE.
My Girl = I LOVE HER, no one else.
Some friends say "stupid, girl no more can find." YAA. CAN FIND, so? Others will not gonna be the girl that you love and the love for the one you love is irreplaceable. Am I not right? (:

She's once hurt by this thing called 'love', and I want to be the one, who she can rely on, the one that she knows that I'm by her side when she needs me. I believe eveyone do get hurt, even if it's only once in their life. Whatever other guys say blahblah, got better guy go for it blahblah. That's BULLSHIT. Who wouldn't want to be the one to be by the side of the girl that they love?

Great. So, I sort out who I like. Basically, no indians.
The one I love?

I just don't know how to say it. I didn't realise how important the words are meant until she asked. I know I want to be the one who protect her, I know I want to be the one when she needs someone most but then.. Gosh, skip this topic can. In simple, I love felicia. How can I conclude so simply? I don't know why. Loving a person, time factor is not a matter. It's about the chemistry within.

That night at the war memorial park with her and CC, they were both talking about their ex then then I kept quiet. I don't wish to talk about minhui anymore.. It hurts and the scar is there. BUT, i've place things far behind, and I know life has to continue. Yaaaa, then Felicia cried and I hugged her immdiately, it breaks my heart so much and I knew not what to do except lending her a shoulder to lean on. How much I wanted to tell her, don't be afraid, the past is over and now, I'm with her, I'm beside her. But.. yeah, I didn't say it out.

I'm a person not good in expressing myself with words, and perhaps, not even at the right time?
I'm a Gemini baby ~ I have double personality and it displays out very obviously where people can see through it immediately. Gosh =.=

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To FerFer : if you are reading this, smile more! It's very precious to me.
You say about new hobby for me today right? But of course not collecting ur hair dandruff =.=
It's that if I could capture every moment of your smile, it's the greatest gift ever(:
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Good. So, what do I dislike?
INDIANS =.= basically, it's the opposite of what I like.
There's things I dislike but I don't remember when I want to remember it. Contradicting right? Good, so we can try to sort things out slowly of what I dislike =.= But then, I always "Forgive, and forget". It's not easy for me to hate someone. Unless they irritates me to the core.
#$(%(*&^&!)%*

Then ar, most important thing.
No SMOKING .
No TATTOO-ING .
Can't say no porn la =.= I got watch before Hostel I, Hostel II. R21 de. I'm being honest here(: BUT, I watch cause of the storyline. NEED to clarify! If not I kena yuan wang again.

In conclusion,
And ar, 1 thing ar.. I ar.. no ar.. like joanne ar... Don't ar.. any any how how say ar..
OK?
I can like alot of people around me, but the one I love, can only be YOU(:

2007-10-07T07:45:00.001+08:00

Okay, great, it's a new blog. With a old template. (:
Why new blog? Cuz memories are to be thrown away. far far away. BOOO~
I just want to get rid of the old me, be a new me. HAH.

what's the different? Ask me? Nah, i don't know too.
It's been quite sometime i've been updating my blog already huh. The semester holiday, let's forget it. Yeah.

Semester 2, RP, W46C. New class, new faces, new facilitators, new learning style, new team-working style. Great, still the same old me. Slack, slack, and more slack !

First day, saw this very very interesting girl, wearing white specs, she look fierce and i wonder if I could ever be friend with her. And it turn out that she's a person close to me, the girl whom I like (:
Great, till now, the whole whole class, I only didn't speak to yu jie. hahas. =]

Promises are meant to be fulfilled and not to be broken.
So, this year, only 1 promise. Ah hah. Okay great.
Buy the MTM "Byebye Panda Eye, Hello Pretty Eye" for Ferfer(: as her birthday present.

Hao de hao de, cannot luo suo. I'm suppose to update right?
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

? =D

Yes, I've put all the past behind.
Yes, I've forget what's suppose to be forgotten.
Yes, I've cried and whine more than enough
Yes, I've been a idiot all these while
Yes, I should carry on my life.
Yes, I want to be a better person.
Yes, I don't want to smoke.
Yes, I don't want go for prostitute.
Yes, I don't want watch porn.
Yes, I want to be a genius (like as if)
Yes, I want to travel around the world.
Yes, I trying to be nerd.
Yes, I acting like a gemini.
Yes, I'm a Gemini. JUNE baby.
No, this isn't stupid
No, I ain't doing this for fun
No, I won't cry
No, I won't reminiscent anymore

Great. I finish updating. That's for it for now. Ahahahaha.

So, in the end, I still don't know what category I fail. =(
But then, I won't stop trying. Because you know, I like you.
I say it, I mean it. :D